Tribe of Two = AjF + sLk

ok so last week i was diagnosed with IgA nephropathy…for those who don’t know what it is
it is a chronic kidney disease….that sucks…..there is no cure for it….my kidneys are working like i’m 65 years old and i am just 30….how do i feel?….i have no idea.
probably i feel like i am 70 because everytime i do a lab test for my blood gets worst and worst
whatever….life works in mysterious ways..(just like my girl and la bruja)…prognosis….no good
or thats what they say…i think i am taking it the best i can….steroids are doing the job
(i am taking steroids to conserve or regain some kidney funtion), if they work.

i feel pretty high…..can’t sleep, eat like a maniac, swing and swim like a maniac…..and work pretty well
i am gonna be high for 6 months…(and i thought i quit drugs), funny….
told my family and friends back in spain…they are fliping out…so am i.

i changed my dj name to “CKD man” it actually sounds better than dj remote but i wish i was not sick
….eating….well that is another one… i am a chef and i cannot eat whaat i want…. and i want everything…… doctor said: limit your intake of salt to 2 grams a day… hilarious… i used to limit my
take of cocaine to 2 grams a week…. (just kidding)….. i do not know where i am going or where this trip is taking me… i am just along with the ride…..

Just came back from Yosemite park…. i went with la ruidos, without any ruidos for a while, that felt really good…. got a blood pressure machine… to measure my well fucked up blood pressure….
i am an old lady…. my friend pp told me to hug trees because they heal….. i think he smokes too much tree anyway…. although i will try…. maybe a cherry tree or an apple tree, but i live in san francisco,california….. so maybe a street tree will do….. god~!…. why?…. why i am soo hungry?
cheese burger with extra bacon and avocado will do right now…. don’t bother me i am eating!
but instead i have to have some air or something…. sometimes i miss myself… my old self…
but i guess i just have to go with the placebo effect… you take the pill and it will cure you.

the cure and the cause… stacy k… dennis ferrer remix on defected music…. why is it in my life right now?…. who the fuck now…. do you know?….. i don’t … do i want to know? …maybe not?
peace y’all.